Week 18&19 – I will live this day as if it is my last

I’ve just finished watching the reply of webinar week 18 and I have a smile on my face : ).

I had a very strange week, I felt tired and demotivated. I’ve been through a family constellations (the person I intend to become, asked for that). I think it was such a strong and revealing experience that my body is still recovering.

Yesterday I did not practice at all, and I know that my old subby was dictating that. He feels that so many things are changing and he is freaking out…he’s going to vanish soon and he knows it.

So this morning I woke up and I still felt like …not doing the work…”I know my DMP” ..”I do not need to read OG”..and blablabla….but then something happened…my new me ..or better, my real me, gave me a shake and I opened the book read the fifth scroll with enthusiasm and felt directly better!! I then kept on reading all I planned to and I finished to watch the webinar and I realized that I am also part of that 93,8% of people who are happier than before attending the course.

I am happier because I have the tools to remove the cement, and I finally believe that there is gold in me! I know that I need to work harder and do the best of the best to transform my DMP into reality but I know I am going into the right direction. My heart knows it very well, and this is all that count!

I am very thankful to be part of this group!

Life is beautiful!

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6 thoughts on “Week 18&19 – I will live this day as if it is my last

  1. mkmmadaniel

    You know what… I had the same thing hitting me around week 18/19. there was that huge desire just to disconnect. I’m watching the pace in alot of the blogs I’m watching slow. I think we are all feeling the pressure on continuing the evolution and running our lives entirely from the new blue print.. But keep it up.. you are here!!! and by being here you are still walking the Hero’s Journey!!! Thanks for the post!!!

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  2. Janicke' s Masterkey

    I know how you feel as I had the same experience a little while back and found it really hard to get the things done, energy was low, and my subby was back again… We are that golden buddha underneath, who is claiming its space and rightlfully so! I found this beautiful picture of a golden buddha coming out of the fog below it, and have put it up on my wall so I go to bed and wake up in the morning, seing it and reminding me that that buddha in me wants to be seen.

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